I Am Shock-Proof

K is supposed to get married next year.
She's still getting married but to a different groom.
And i only didnt see her for a month.

I dont think i can ever get married.
Can i be with someone for a lifetime?
So far, the people around me have shown me that nothing lasts forever.
The Institution of Marriage is one scary idea.

Recently, I've morphed into the lying girlfriend.
Dont see the point in being so good to my lying boyfriend.
I hate playing this role.