Boob Talk

My 13 yr-old sister hunches.

Me:"Stop hunching or im gona punch your back in!"
She:(mumbles mumbles)
Me:"You paiseh you got boobs right!"
She gives some lame reason about her sleeping posture.

Once upon a time, i was very shy about having boobs too.
At age 12, it was traumatizing that i had additional luggage suddenly.
At age 12, they looked like heavy duty luggage.
At age 12, i wore big t-shirts all the time to hide them from view.
At age 12, i was very very embarrassed.

At age 23, i wish they were bigger.(Especially when watching WWE)
At age 23, i no longer wear big t-shirts.
At age 23, sometimes i like to show and tell.

A Perfect Fit

Starring:
Me
RBS(Round Backside)

RBS:"I found the perfect pair of jeans!It was the colour i wanted and it had the perfect cutting! Guess where i found it!"
Me:"Really?! Where?"
RBS:"In a maternity wear shop! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!"

Now that was cute.

Shimano Fun Fishing Day

Today was Shimano Fun Fishing Day at Pasir Ris Fishing Pond.
Although the event was supposed to start at 0930, the typical kiasu Singaporean woke up at 6am so that she could "chope" a place at the ideal spot. But when i reached there, i realised i was not kiasu enough because the pond was damn crowded liao. Lucky ah..my khakis were at the spot liao because they started fishing from the night before!
I was feeling fresh and cool but as the sun started to rise and burn, my mood started to move towards the opposite direction.
Under the sweltering heat, fishing with the guys shoulder to shoulder, i had to act very pro..because you know, dont want the guys to look down on the girl mah.
Using a floater, i had to cast repeatedly so that my line would not entangle others. Because there WERE many retards around me. Isnt it common sense that you cast straight in front of you? But NO, the retards had no sense of direction, had to criss-cross. Another thing that pissed me off was that they simply left their rods there, floaters bobbing around the world, entangling everybody's line. That's a major NO NO for this particular spot.
Anyway, i regretted coming lah. The heat killed me. No fish nevermind. But GAWD....THE HEAT..................
I went home face looking like the indonesian flag. Half red half white..because Miss Smartypants wore a cap.

CATCH REPORT:
1) Shimano Cap (from lucky draw)

He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named

At 15, my love for him was innocent and pure. Everybody warned me about him but i was happy being with him, seeing him, just loving him. I soon found out he already had a girlfriend but we still behaved like a couple. However, i knew i was just someone invisible, easily discarded, just another toy in his life. Soon, he was tired of me, and in my heart i knew..it was time to let go. But when i left, i forgot to take my heart along with me. It took me a long time to forget him and all the hurt i felt. And even 8 yrs later, i was stunned when i saw him and immediately found a place to hide so that he wont see me. I didnt know why i was feeling so shocked and troubled to see him. I didnt even like him anymore. I guess seeing him must have brought back too many memories, of childish foolishness, of a shattered heart and of the once innocent me who could love so uninhibitedly.

Its funny how one encounter can change you for life. From then, i decided i'll never get dumped again, never let anyone hurt me again. Maybe thats why, I've never felt truly happy all these years. I have protected myself too well, along with my insecurities.

But yet, i do not dare leave the past, to start living in the present.

My First Time

First time i slapped a guy in public..
I think i made him bleed a little..


I should have known..
This kind of guy..had broken my heart before

What a liar,
And what a fool.